Lost In Blue...

"Ahead of this, there'll be nothing, nil."
I can hear voices of the cicadas and the sun laughing at me. At the end of that kind of world…

If I turn and face the past, it disappears.
I can't remember anything, not even the name of that person whom I loved.

"I want to disappear." "But I cannot." "Still, I want to."
This was always hurtful and cruel, but it couldn't be erased.
"Someday will it change? Will it change? Will it change?"
I miserably suffered during that summer.

"Will there be nothing at all from now on?"
That day I could hear your voice and the crazy sun At the end of that kind of world…

"I want to disappear." "But I cannot." "Still, I want to."
This was always hurtful and cruel, but it couldn't be erased.
"Have you had enough?" "More than enough!" "Thank you." And, "Goodbye."

So I told myself that summer

"I'm sorry, it was useless. You're probably smiling now, with a good-for-nothing face.

When I'm born once again

In addition to being reborn as myself

I'll smile with a supreme face.

PhedoRuka PhedoRuka
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 28, 2009

thanks ,thank you very much!I'm touched....:)