Never Ever

the things i want and dream about are only that it seems , you cant always get what you want and a dream is just a dream .

but still my heart grabs hold of my mind to tell me what it needs , and of all the things ill never find and of my foolish dreams believed ,

ill never ever find someone who knows the meaning of my name , who knows my favorite color , though i tell them just the same . never ever could there be someone who cherishes my ideals , who's cares about my mind or even how i feel .

ill never ever have a love that's satisfied with me , who can see though my flaws and even my silly beliefs

i know ill never ever find someone who will make me laugh until i cry ,or ask me what is wrong because of a look in my eye ,

i know ill never find these things and no one ever has , so i settle with charades and hope the guilt inside will pass , but letting yourself down easy isn't as easy as it sounds , it hurts to know the things you want and need ultimately cant be found