the cursed words written on this page
         i fear them most what will that stage
         they speak in rhyme and in tongue
         i draw a large breath into my lungs
         body trembling i exhale that breath
         to be metrophbic is worse then death
         feelings of abandonment feelings of mistrust
         your poem the stage i'm to terrified to lust
         people gaze in amazement,there hand on there chest
         i'm to petrified to scared of what shall come next
         the gravitational pull of a poem in motion
         cursed are these words there's just to much of one emotion
         you may think i'm damned cursed is that me
         i am scared of but one thing that is poetry

hedrocks hedrocks
31-35, M
Jan 8, 2010