My Life, for them

Tears are falling, burning my face

I don't know if I can keep up this pace

The pain is starting to seep in

My heart is aching from within

 I feel so lonely, lost and scared

No one knows, they're unaware

A strong front is what I portray

How long must I live this way

For them, I'd give my very last breath

So, I guess I'll continue til my death

It's okay, this is all I know

I put on a very good show

I'll smile, laugh, and be light of heart

But deep down in the darkest parts

I'll be hurting, the pain is deep

To escape it, I go to sleep

Only to wake to another day

Where everything is the same way

They are worth it everyday

for me to have to live this way

I love them with all my heart

My daughters, we will never part.

You'll never know what I've done fo you,

and that's ok, you aren't suppose too

Just know that I loved you well

Maybe one day, you'll be able to tell

 

ChristineJones ChristineJones
31-35, F
3 Responses Feb 16, 2010

Thanks ya'll.

Keep up the awesome writing hun. I think it may be good for you deep down inside. We'll keep reading it. <br />
:-)

Sad, beautiful. Amazing.