Closing Doors.....

You walked into my heart, and promise not to break it….

But now you have broke it, so I need to close the door

Closing the door to my heart, because I can’t take another break.

Only so many tears that one can shed….I have run out of tears

You promised me that you would never ever hurt me…

I can’t put all the blame on you, for it was I, who believed in you

I was stupid to believe someone like you, wouldn’t want to hurt someone like me….

I keep asking why I was so damn stupid, and naïve to believe in you.

I swear I will never allow myself to know this pain again

I need to close the doors to my heart so no one can ever get in….

So the door is almost closed, so no one will ever be able to hurt me again.

How was it, someone like you, able to even get in…

When I had myself prepared to never let you in again.

I don’t know when I am going to learn, to never allow someone to hurt me

I don’t know when I am going to learn to be more defensive.

I don’t know when I am going to learn that words hurt me.

I don’t know when I am going to learn that everyone is just the same, out to hurt me.

So now the doors are closed

I even put a pad lock on them

I threw the keys deep down the Atlantic ocean

Impossible to find them

And impossible to let anyone in, ever again…..

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Feb 28, 2010