Because I Loved You Since Before You Were Born...

I COULDN’T REACH AS MUCH AS I WANTED,

THERE WAS SO MUCH LOVE IN ME FOR YOU

AND YET YOU WERE STILL MY IMPOSSIBLE,

YOUR EVERY MOVE WAS A MIRACLE FOR ME,

YOU WERE SO ALIVE AND WANTED TO COME,

I CARESSED YOU AND TOOK CARE OF YOU JUST TO FEEL YOU MINE.

I WAS DYING TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS

AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU,

I WANTED TO SEE YOUR SWEET BABY FACE.

AT LAST CAME THE DAY YOU WERE BORN,

THEN I UNDERSTOOD WHY I LOVED YOU SO MUCH.

YOU WERE SO SMALL AND FRAGILE,

I WAS SCARED OF THE THOUGHT OF HURTING YOU,

NONTHELESS I TOOK THE CHANCE TO EXPLORE THIS NEW PERSON

OF WHOM I HAD FALLEN IN LOVE WITH.

I REMEMBER THAT SMILE, THE ONE THAT FILLED ME WITH JOY,

THAT SMILE THAT I MAY NEVER FORGET,

THE SAME SMILE THAT NINETEEN YEARS AGO

TOOK OVER MY HEART.

SOMETIMES I THINK YOU ARE MY ANGEL,

YOU BECAME MY STRENGTH, NOTHING WOULD

HAVE BEEN THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.

ALL OF MY MOVES WERE CALCULATED FOR YOUR WELL BEING,

I DON’T EVER REGRET BEING YOUR SISTER

OR PERHAPS YOUR MOTHER, BECAUSE THAT’S HOW I USED TO FEEL.

JUST LIKE A MOTHER WORRIES FOR HER CHILD

AND AS WELL AS THEY NEGLECT THEMSELVES TO

PLEASE THEIR KID,

AND EVEN THE DAY YOU DECIDED TO LEAVE

TO EXPERIENCE FREEDOM

I HAD THE FEELING OF EMPTYNESS

THAT MOM FEELS, BUT HEN I UNDERSTOOD

MAYBE I NEEDED YOU MORE THAN YOU NEEDED ME.

AND SO THE DAYS WENT BY,

I FELT YOU MORE DISTANT,

YOU WEREN’T MY LITTLE CHILD ANYMORE

YOU WERE A GROWN MAN PURSUING FREEDOM.

I REMEMBER THE DAY I TOLD YOU I WAS GOING

TO LEAVE, IT WAS RAINING, REMEMBER?

YOU CRIED THINKING YOU’D BE LEFT ALONE

BUT YOU KNEW THIS WAS WHAT YOU WANTED,

YOU WERE GOING TO ACHIEVE THINGS,

THEY WOULD BE FROM YOUR OWN MERIT.

TODAY WHEN I FEEL YOU FAR, I FEEL YOU ARE MINE AGAIN,

IT IS WELL SAID THAT

“ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER”

I’M NOT AFRAID OF US BEING APART,

FOR I KNOW YOU WILL CONQUER GREAT THINGS

AND YOU WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME PROUD.

BUT IF I'D BE GRANTED ONE WISH,

I’D WISH FOR US TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN.

NOTHING FEELS RIGHT SINCE WE'RE APART,

LIFE GOES ON I KNOW THAT WELL,

BUT OUR HEARTS FOREVER WILL BE ONE…

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Mar 6, 2010