Is It Over?
The pages flip and it's nearing the last chapter
I read frantically looking for a happily ever after.
But I feel like i've reached a dead end
Inevitable it seems like i'm about to lose a friend.
Seconds seem longer, run into hours and days
Suddenly i'm lost, in a desolate, foreign place.
Our friendship was the warm furnace in life's winter
My comfort zone, i was only too eager to enter.
The one thing i cherished is slowly leaving me
You're going. Your silhouette i can barely see.
I can't believe it's over, the world has stopped.
My heart feels shattered, like glass that's been dropped.
I watch determinedly passive as you walk away
Wonder what i'll do without you, for even a day.
But, you've hurt me, far too much and how so!
I'm numb from the pain, wondering if it'll ever go..
I wrote this when i felt like two of my best friends zoned me out and took some things into their own hands. They did somethings, and i still can't understand why. but i've lost all trust. and feel detached. can't go back to where we were. :(