I wake up every day hating myself,
and the people that I love don't understand the way I felt.
See I try to walk the path that's narrow and straight,
but I'm reminded from the past thinking that I'm to late.
I missed my chance, I'm stuck in a trance.
finding myself stuck, in a fighting stance.
fighting against myself cuz I'm my own worst enemy.
my mentality is telling me that theirs no hope for me.
struggling everyday causing this frustration,
I'm losing my mind I'm losing my patience.
I have to find a way to find a way to break free from this,
I don't want to keep on falling down into the abyss.
Mwuahsay Mwuahsay
May 9, 2012