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Bleeding Chemicals

Bleeding Chemicals

By Lucifer

 

 

 

My knees feel week

And my heart heavy

The things that I’ve lost

Slowly eat away at me

God kneels before my feet

Softly to Himself weeping

At all the things that I’ve had to see

 

And I’m bleeding chemicals!

Why must I feel this way!?

Why can’t you please just stay!

Just for one more day

Just so I can say

All the things that I have feared!

All I’ve tried to hold dear!

That have slowly slipped away

I just want out

Want to scream and shout

And let all of it out!!!!!

 

 

 

 

I, try so hard to breathe

It hurts to even think

You are all I see

But it’s as if you’re pushing me

So far, far away

Can’t we go back to better days?

When things felt better

The Sun shined brighter

We didn’t get burned by fire

And I didn’t have to write you letters

Hoping you would read them

I wish it had never have had to end

Why couldn’t you just please stay?

Why must I feel this way?

Why must I feel so cold inside!?

 

And I’m bleeding chemicals!

Why must I feel this way!?

Why can’t you please just stay!

Just for one more day

Just so I can say

All the things that I have feared!

All I’ve tried to hold dear!

That have slowly slipped away

I just want out

Want to scream and shout

And let all of it out!!!!!

 

 

 

I’m stuck here!

Without you!

Alone with my fears

And slowly hating you

And trying to hold back the tears!

That creep slowly at night

This emptiness in my life!!!

 

 

 

And I’m bleeding chemicals!

Why must I feel this way!?

Why can’t you please just stay!

Just for one more day

Just so I can say

All the things that I have feared!

All I’ve tried to hold dear!

That have slowly slipped away

I just want out

Want to scream and shout

And let all of it out!!!!!

 

JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 1, 2008

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This? This is only the tip of the iceberg with me. View the others and then say that.<br />
And do not look up to me. I'm no deity or superior being. I'm human, just like you.

Lucifer thats one awsome whatver it is! rele i wanna look up to u

Baby this isn't about me. I wrote this for you. This is a song in regards to your feelings pertaining to your mother. I'm sorry if I misled you or hurt you by writing this.