Victimizer

Victimizer

By Lucifer

 

 

 

 

Laugh at a world that spits in your face

That sneers and snarls in disdain

Shoving you out on your back in the rain

Feeding you pain

Over and over again

(But isn’t it you?

That allows the suffering?

Don’t you want to be abused?

To feel so used?

Is the madness the pleasure in your mind?

Are you the victim, or the victimizer!?)

 

Tears of joy!

A laugh of maniacal insanity!

The Suffering you have put on yourself,

Your Euphoria!

A pulse of evil you are in the world!

As you victimize yourself all over again!

 

 

 

(A sad little boy you are sitting their)

In the dead of night

(As they all sleep, and dream sweetly)

Oh how the night treats you unkind

(Your heart is cold, reflected in the air)

Such is the tale of our plight!

 

Tears of joy!

A laugh of maniacal insanity!

The Suffering you have put on yourself,

Your Euphoria!

A pulse of evil you are in the world!

As you victimize yourself all over again!

 

 

 

Suffering in hopes of feeling!

(Tormented by ourselves, our dreams, our past.)

We cannot escape the cold realm of what is real!

(Hope to wander away from here, and be free at last.)

 

But in the end!

(In the end!)

 

 

Tears of joy!

A laugh of maniacal insanity!

The Suffering you have put on yourself,

Your Euphoria!

A pulse of evil you are in the world!

As you victimize yourself all over again!

 

I cannot escape the prison of my mind

The perfect place for me to suffer

JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger
22-25, M
3 Responses Feb 12, 2009

That the first ever poem I have read that was relevant to my life. Good ****.

hang in there

I was very angry and upset when I wrote this. but that was a while ago. Still.