Broken And Alone

Something inside isn’t right, all I want to do is cry and I feel so empty. I reach for the missing piece but pull away. Anger builds and I begin to hate myself for being incapable of change. I try to think back to happier times but they all seem so distant. I listen to music in hopes of repairing my soul but tears begin to pool and my heart aches. Everything outwardly appears normal but I am broken. I am tired of hiding behind a happy face and pretending like everything is okay. The pain I carry around inside is intolerable, and nobody understands for I have hidden it so long. Life is not perfect and I feel so alone.
Skywanderer Skywanderer
36-40, F
1 Response Nov 28, 2012

do you understand where all this pain is coming from ?

Yes but I haven't figured out how to deal with it yet.... baby steps, baby steps!

knowing where it comes from is the first step how are you doing wit it now ?

Feeling trapped, sad and defeated! One foot out the door and the other foot is afraid of losing everything.

add me if you would like to chatt

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