Hey...

Thanks for your attention. This is supposed to be a letter and following directions were never my forte and seeing I am on here for my entertainment...was planning on starting now...but I really have to.
I have written letters...countless letters and even had to write letters to myself a few times to show myself how self-judging and self-critical I could be and writing words that were uplifting and postive about myself was probably the most painful and difficult experience that I had ever the dis-pleasure of doing.

So do undo the past..slightly...and show you that I am really in a good place and maybe help a friend or two...I will write...

Dear Me, Myself and I...

Thank you for so much for putting up with my crap a number of years ago...when my ego was dragged on the floor and I had a heart of stone...no one was allowed in and I certainly wasn't seeing outward. Thank you for staying strong and for seeing me through the darkness. Thank you so much for not giving up on me...when Oh My God...I couldn't even see past the next five minutes without having a fit. Thank you for keeping my functional after being up constantly day after day and night after night...knowing I was going insane. Thank you for finding me incredibly supportive people who knew what I was going through and were all able to help me out. Thank you so much for making me strong enough to ask for help. Thank you for letting me make myself healthy and seeing me through that entire process. Thank you for being healthy enough to experience the birth of three unbelievable children. Thank you so much for knowing what love is and what it feels like and to find someone...and just any someone...the someone who makes my world complete...a few times over.
Thank you so much for being internally strong and loving all at the same time so I can experience the beautiful life that I am experiencing now.
I do love you and thank you for allowing me to be a place where it's wonderfully okay to say those words...xoxoxoox