The Goodbye

I never thought that such day would come
I feel so cold, so empty and numb

My beautiful dreams you shall go away
Painful nightmares you're here to stay

Beautiful dreams have come crashing to the ground
hope and happiness are lost and will never be found

Only pain I feel in my heart, pain and emptiness
Fear, sadness, hopelessness and loneliness

I loved you more than anything more than my own life
But what did you do ? you ripped my heart with a sharp knife

I said " your heart is in a golden box with the stars"
but you threw my heart in a black prison with steel bars

how can I forgive you ? how can I forget ?
I wish you killed me I wish I would be dead

this poem I shall finish later
coz my heart and feelings are getting weaker

I can't find the words anymore
I feel so bad so emotionally sore