Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto #2

I love Rachmaninoff and aside from the rhapsody on a theme the piano concerto 2 is my favorite. Concerto number 3 has sad memories for me now though. The afternoon of 16th January was when my pet bird died. I was listening to the 3rd movement of the piano concerto 2 at the time. He had fell on the cage floor the night before but seemed fine on 16th (following day) so I thought no more about it. I was playing Rachmaninoff and it was around 4.30pm he just fell on the cage floor again but this time was not able to get up. I picked him up but he died in my hands within about 1 min. I had no times to get him to a vets or do anything. The music was still on and at movement 3. I can't play it anymore because now it remind me when I was holding him for the last time and he looked at me but laying on his side. He had been chatting away a bit before. It was just so sudden. It's not nice when it's some favorite music and finishes up being associated with a bad memory.