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Going to the Darker Side

I am not responsible when it comes to money. I am working on that and it's an uphill struggle... So, to anybody who has the time to cheer me on, please do!

It is very hard for me to go on and apologize. I feel bad, I feel guilty and I do apologize but I still consider it one of the most difficult things to do.

I don't get jealous easily but when I do.. oh God, you better watch out. Funnily enough, I don't get jealous in relationships; it's usually in the context of work or sibling rivalry.

I lose my temper relatively quick. I have learned to hide it, decrease its outer display but it still flares up in a snap.

I let myself fall for people I don't see any future with. I keep choosing the wrong guy and know about it but I let myself do it! I know the guy is somehow wrong and hope he will turn out to be right and I am proven wrong, time and again. This is the area I feel no confidence at all.

I have no patience with people who like to push buttons. I personally think it's mean and I will be quite horrible to those who push mine.

I do not care for people who look for a place to whine, disguising as someone looking for advice. If you don't want to do anything about your problem, live with it.

I don't make assumptions but usually I am skeptical. I need to find things out on my own before I form my opinions.

That's all for now on The Darker Side of Me. I'll try to dig for some more ;)

june1999 june1999 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 23, 2009

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There are so many nice things about you too. You're kind, and friendly. I don't know you well, but you seem wonderful. Good luck with your financial endeavors.

Brave of you to talk that frankly my friend. In some ways I think it's pretty healthy to be aware of the darker sides of ourselves. I think we need to know ourselves as fully as possible to be able to accept ourselves as fully as possible. Maybe that sounds stupid but I do think lack of self-acceptance have caused and cause me problems at times, which is a big thing I work on.<br />
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You are officially cheered on with your financial endeavours!