I would say that I am a person that does not realize just how lucky and blessed he truly is. I am a person that has forgotten how to enjoy life and just wallow in misery and grief from things that I can never change. I am an anal jackass that just can not relax or let my guard down. I am a person that has just given up on life, don't really give a **** about anything anymore. I feel as though I am nothing, I am a failure.
I want to be happy again.