I Am

I am sad and numb
I wonder what my future will hold
I hear an angel purring
I see a portal to happiness
I want to be loved
I am nothing

I pretend to be abused
I feel a special place that is safe
I touch softness
I worry about being homeless
I cry animal abuse
I am nothing

I understand things are unpredictable
I say it's safe to be alone
I dream about shopping
I try to stay awake
I hope I have my own place
I am nothing

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Feb 8, 2010