I Will Never Find What I Want

She wants us to remain financially independent. She doesn't want children. She likes to move around the world a lot and for this reason doesn't have a lot of belongings or have dreams of ever becoming a home owner. She takes care of her health. She has goals in life higher than becoming a mother and housewife. We genuinely respect each other. This doesn't mean that we respect each other in such a way that we can have polite conversation. It means that we actually hold reverence for one another in the same way that I respect people that can do things I can't. She isn't interested in me for ANY other reason other than that she really enjoys us sharing life's experiences together.