When Looks Kill,......... You'll Be Dead!

I am at a point in my life where I am just trying to out-do myself. I have had to start life over from scratch and are just trying to raise the bar. I have always been a loner so people OF this world are not in mine. I guess my biggest obstacle is trying to look my best. I am going through some body modifications and it is not happening fast enough. Although I want to look a certain way it is still for me and only me. Reguardless of what others see, as long as I look the way that pleases me then what else matters. Dont get me wrong it is nice to get compliments and it does make one feel good inside to know that someone else is compelled to say so. I figured that once I am good enough for me then the rest is just icing (creamcheese) on top.  

sassjordan sassjordan
31-35, F
1 Response Apr 19, 2009

Sorry to say I detest cream cheese but I admire a woman who takes care of herself. What's that lame saying... One never gets a second chance to make a first impression. Stupid as it is, the saying is true. You are a wise person to keep your appearance up. While I was always fit and muscular, I am now old, ugly, and can't keep the weight off my middle. Still, I have not given up yet. If 30 minutes of hard aerobics doesn't accomplish the tack of slimming me down than 50 minutes may. I always loved that Janis Joplin tune... "Try, try, try just a little bit harder"