This is my fav song at the moment because I feel like it is so relatable to me. Lana is saying that she's not perfect but rather she's wild and indecisive. I sometimes feel that way. I just wanna do what I wanna do, no matter how unconventional it is. I just wanna get away and see the open road ahead..like lana says, "just ride" that's all i wanna do. I have an obsession with freedom just as lana expresses inthis song. I wanna lead a nomadic lifestyle..and hopefully that will bring meaning into my life. Her very last line in that song is "I am ******* crazy, but I am free" and to me that quote just speaks to me and inspires me. It tells me I need to fulfill all my fantasies and create a life that gives me the meaning I so desire despite what mainstream society may have to say about it.