I spent almost a year clean. I relapsed tonight and I don't know what to do with myself.
two weeks ago i mixed hash with yogurt and two hours later i was so stoned while watching the latest x-men! it was different high for me, but still very pleasant!
I love the Internet so much for shopping, keeping up with family and my friends, making travel plans, movie tickets, and reservations for dinner.
I have been with my boyfriend for over two years. He was a serious drug addict in the past (shooting up morphine) but since I've met him he only does tabs and anxiety pills. He was...
Bjt just can't! Any advise???
October 23. Morning Cues.
There is an important message for us first thing every day.
Often, once we get started with the day, we may not listen as closely to life and ourselves...
He's relapsed. He does every time we break up. I thought I had grown enough to see it coming this time. It breaks my heart watching him go through this. I want so desperately to...
I was so deep into my thoughts. At one point. Nobody in the world existed. It was just me in a dark peaceful space with just my thoughts.. I didn't figure this out until I thought...
At this point in time, I am 20 years old.
I started smoking cigarettes at 14 and I started smoking pot at 16.
At 17 I went on to harder drugs and I never sobered untill about 5...
October 22. Holding Your Own.
Trust yourself. Trust what you know.
Sometimes, it is hard to stand in our own truth and trust what we know, especially when others would try to...
Never in my life had I done drugs. EP is my drug <3
LIVE LIFE AT MAX- SMOKE - DRINK
Just watched the movie The Wall of Pink Floyd all baked and loved it
I have a blog covering my experiences of living with an addict and then struggling to live without him after he overdosed ... rebecca87.blog.com
Just in case it helps anyone x
October 21. Financial Responsibility.
"When I began recovery from chemical dependency, I had to face my money mess stone cold sober, and I really had a mess," said one woman.
I have come to a pretty cool conclusion.. I LOVE having my armpits and feet tickled. Of course, I still love having my upper body tickled mercifully.
I can't stop eating candy, snacs, icecream... anything with sugar.
I just past that line where you go from being cubby to being overweight (the BMI line). I do go to the gym, I...