just sitting in class trying so hard to hold back the tiers. someone told me today that if i died no one would cry, and that i was an accident and everything is going downhill
There is nothing else but silence
My eyes grow heavy from constant tears
To afraid to step outside my comfort zone
To afraid of doing the wrong things
If i were to go missing
I have been suffering from depression for 18 years. There are good days and there are bad days but everyday is a depressing day.
It's getting really bad again. Just. I dunno. Last year when I tried getting back on meds even with insurance I still owe the place 800 right now. I can't even afford proper care...
Well, to start..I'm 17, I have been with my boyfriend (18) for 6 months now, the past few weeks have been horrible, I found out I was pregnant at 2 weeks in on the pregnancy, we...
Just uploaded part 2 of my story on my blog. Going to update it every week, hope my story helps. Share it if you can please.
All my life I've been bullied but I always managed to keep a good heart. I love till there is nothing left and always give people my all , but it's still not good enough . It hurts...
Helps big time
Do you know what depression feels like?
It feels like a thousand pound weight holding your body down in a pool of water, barely reaching your chin.
So no matter how bad your neck...
So my friend died today. I feel the need to rant about it sorry about that. He was only 17 and I had only known him for 2 months. However, it's not really about how long you've...
I want to go home, but I can never find it. Everyone has a place they call home, but for me home is a feeling not a place.
My wife ask me " what is...
Had a breakthrough.
Found my tormenters
Getting free rent in my head.
And expelled them.
But they snuck back in
While me was sleeping.
I'm sick and tired of not having control over my feelings.
I love this guy, but this kind of stuff does more harm to people who battle...
I slept through a majority of my two days off work when I planned to be more productive and finish up some projects. I don't know if it's depression or I'm just being lazy. I need...
I can understand everyone goes through their own struggle , but it's hard to feel any remorse towards those who come down on everyone like they invented hard times .
I think I reached the rock bottom of depression and I am not sure I can recover. There goes all my hopes and dreams of a future career, I can't even get out of bed.