As of today, I'm done eating. I'm done being fat and hating who I see in the mirror.
I'm sitting in a corner of my house crying my eyes out, pleading to anyone that I will get better. I am so depressed, I just want it to stop :'(
"Sticks and stones can break my bones but names can never hurt me"
well, i would rather have my bones broken than my heart cut apart like this..
I was in a real dark place last year. I was always in that place but last year I really thought of just disappearing from everything or welcoming death. Then something amazing...
So today was our school camping trip and i didn't go again because my dad says that i might be dating boys . God i hate my life . Why is my dad being so protective about me . I...
I feel very alone. I never feel like I'm close enough to anyone. I don't know what to do.
July 31. Letting Go of What We Want.
"For those of us who have survived by controlling and surrendering, letting go may not come easily."
In recovery, we...
Oh hey dark cloud.
I am kinda busy, can you go away for now? I need to study for a test.
Oh, he forgot me?
Oh I don't care. I still have to study. Please leave me be.
have u heard the song 'Because Of You' by Kelly Clarkson? thats what i am right now...
My charger won't work! 😭😂
The other night dear as I lay sleeping, I dreamt I held you in my arms. When I awoke dear, I was mistaken so I hung my head and cried.
I'm gonna except my inner darkness and just given cause that's all I can basically do
Instead of enouring it when my friends and cousin ask me me if I'm going dark
When I say yes...
I felt more and more hopeless and things are falling apart.
It wasn't just a break up. I'm probably just a stupid teenager though.