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At my gymnastics club, one of my teams favorite coach, leader, and "mom" was killed in a murder/suicide. Her and her husband had been arguing when she called the cops, but when...
Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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He was 14 the first time I saw him. He was 16 when we met. He was 17 when he was no longer the boy I fell in love with. He was 18 when he died. He would be 21 today.
amazingcuzitis amazingcuzitis 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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I just asked what would be good to cut myself with and people thought it would be funny to not so subtly tell me to kill myself.
FallOutBoys FallOutBoys 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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3 and a half years on I still think about my father suicide. Properly because I can't speak about it to anyone as no one know as it got writing up as natural causes but I know...
helpmeueveryone helpmeueveryone 26-30, F 6 days ago

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It'll be 3 years in January but I lost my stepdad to suicide. It's his birthday today. That hit me over breakfast. It's also the first time I'm not with my mom for this day. And I...
mbellz424 mbellz424 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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Yes. I suppose I should take comfort in having known true love at all. But somehow true love never seems to be ever lasting. And that saddens me.
picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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i doubt anyone will reply...no one did to the other post i put up. I lost my first cousin to suicide in may. he jumped off a bridge and his body was never found. so we never had a...
katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 9 Responses a week ago

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Many times. Almost like society planned it.
OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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I lost my sister to suicide almost 2 years ago on November 24th.. it haunts me everyday.. We were close at a time and then it went down hill.. I'm reminded of her everyday and it...
Allaboutacupoftea Allaboutacupoftea 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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He killed himself today... I miss him more than anything.... I wish that I was there for him more...
BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 17

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I Almost lost my "friend" twice but I was able to save her and now she doesn't even talk to me anymore.
bvbandmcr bvbandmcr 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16

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My best friend, my mentor, my shoulder to cry on, sometime to laugh with, my daddy. I'm 22 years old and have mental illness myself (bi polar/OCD). Three months ago my daddy took...
arigby arigby 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 16

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I thought he was killed. That's what my family kept saying for years. Now, I know the true, he hated living with my father so much that he killed himself. I loved him, he was my...
everybodywantshappiness everybodywantshappiness 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15

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It's been two years this June since my cousin killed himself. My brother still loses his mind and sobs.... I'm not sure how I can help him or myself truly heal from this.
leaguegirl97 leaguegirl97 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 15

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1 year and 3 months.. I'm turning 21 in a couple of days, the age you were when you committed suicide. I think about it everyday and how we were soul mates. it's revelatory how...
MooreVandervale MooreVandervale 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 14

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It has been ten years since my dad is gone. Whenever someone talks about family or my dad... My tears will fall immediately. Can anyone tell me how do I recover from this?
applebeth applebeth 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 13

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Is suicide genetic? My father committed suicide almost 3 years ago (I was 16) and ever since the age of 14 I've been battling with depression and all these overwhelming feelings of...
Aquarius05 Aquarius05 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 13

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When you say you want to kill yourself... And they say "Hang in there".... And you think about how it could be taken the wrong way...
SimiRayea SimiRayea 22-25, T 4 Responses Nov 11

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