I'm so sick of being the victim. I can't even describe the hatred of being so weak, being so unable to control my own feelings, my own thoughts.
I looked him up on facebook! Why?
He was there. Not active (thankfully).
Ever since, I can't get it out of my head.
I went from dieting and exercise to binge eating when no one...
I actually almost forgot that I (intentionally) planned my vacation on the 2 year mark since my rape. I was so excited but now I've got to build myself back up again. I can't let...
I survived rape. I look at these flashbacks of horrific memories and I see mostly females. I was born a boy and still am for now. Why don't I see more males. Maybe I should keep my...
I used to be okay with talking about it but not anymore Everytime It pops into my mind I think of something els or try to
I finally told my parents because my depression has gotten so bad, they said they would help me, but they haven't. I don't even know if they can. But I can't stop thinking about...
He pleaded not guilty the other day which was completely unexpected seems he has already been found guilty for a separate case :/
so what gets to me the most about what happened to me is the fact that even though I reported the rape to the police but he paid them off... is that I know there must be more well...
Sometimes I wish people knew how much I suffer and struggle with my experience. But I am Susie Sunshine on the outside.
You've killed me,
Trying to bring myself back every time.
It gets hard each time.
I can't cry, I have no emotion.
I pray death isn't the way, out.