My 2015 goal involves bettering myself in ever way. eat healthier, be more financially stable, be happier and more social
Again and again I just stare.
I look past the glare.
I look pass the superficial beauty.
deep into my heart, and my duty?
I am just as ugly and rotten as my heart.
I try to find...
Being insecure is like drawing a picture. All you ever see are the mistakes but others may not even notice them. Don't let one tiny mistake ruin your whole picture.
I Got To Face Facts, I'm Gonna Be Lonely For The Rest Of My Life...
I've thought about suicide again. I just can't help it. The school, preparations for univeristy and every other thing in my life at the moment gives me loads of stress and I crack...
because undoing as defense mechanism is not an answer but it make me insane
Stronger. Braver. Smarter.
i'm going to stop being a perfectionist long enough to just post this and stop obsessing about it. i need to apologize to all my friends for causing them to worry. A situation that...
im loving a person who cant love me back </3 its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hurt ),:
"It occurred to me that there was no difference between men, in intelligence or race, so profound as the difference between the sick and the well." - Nick Carraway
It's a process everyday. I'm told I'm not good enough or I fail at everything. I work hard to keep it together for my children.
I am always afraid of being judge by others ??
So I acted insecure around my girlfriend one night and ended up calling her like 40 times and of course the next day she came and got all her things and left. Dunno, hard to feel...